I woulda thought after two and a half years, Sean texting me wouldn’t make me all giddy - but it still does. And despite that we’ve been living together for almost as long as we’ve been dating, I still want to spend all my time with him.
Feeling immensely appreciative of all the beauty and happiness in my life, and I attribute part of that to Sean.
I do fall off track and have clouded perception, as I believe everyone does from time to time, but when I stop and think about this feeling and these moments, I can see clearly how fortunate I am to be in love with my life and to share it with someone who I love equally as much.
Nothing ever exists entirely alone; everything is in relation to everything else.
I hate that I’m afraid to trust my feelings. That I need to be reassured my thoughts and concerns are legitimate.
I can’t tell if I’m unhappy because of where I’m at, or if I’m just unhappy by nature.